such a girl

today, one of my atlanta shows got cancelled, poor ticket sales. the cast was crushed. everyone having financial problems. what was interesting to me, in retrospect, was that people react so differently to bad news. some shut down, some cuss fuck...me, i cried like a bitch. got so emotional. felt i let my mom down again, because i promised some $. of course, it's alright. and we're alive and well, but now my eyes are burning me from the events of the day...